Even when I don’t know what I am doing, I know it has meaning.

Even when I don’t know what I am doing, I know it has meaning.

As Sara, Scott’s mom, how can I know this? And really trust it?

Is it through a vast number of experiences and teaching moments? Oh Yes.

All kinds of experiences? ALL kinds.

Is it reading between the lines? Yes!

Is it the way Spirit has taught me…time and time and time again? Yes. Yes. Yes.

Do I always “get” the message? I wish!

Does practice help? Is it Necessary? Really??

It is necessary. It has been for me…and I’m pretty certain for all of us.

Because this journey ~ into the new, assimilating, and digesting Spiritual growth, understanding the depth, living with this reality, collaboration, awareness, and more…must be learned though our human experiences.

Daily. Hourly.

Typically, this is all new to us on this complex journey. We are impacted by a death/transition (sudden or not) and a Love greater than could ever be imagined.

Thrust into a world that requires and demands our attention…even when we cannot think clearly…

All to pull us into a knowing that Love is Forever. That grasping this spiritual path will bring us the answers and closeness we so yearn for…

Because ~ It all has meaning.

I needed this, to feel it, absorb it. Live it. I’m so grateful I could not give up…and Scott would not let me.

We encourage you here ~ Scott/Spirit, Sara, your absolutely devoted child, children, and loved ones to look for the meaning in everything.

Seek it out. Trust it’s there.

It will take time, patience, and effort… You may have to sit with whatever is showing up for awhile…or even longer. We are not given the time-table are we?

This is a journey of immense discoveries…and this is a big beautiful step forward…just knowing there is meaning.

There is immense value in the hardest days, the sweetest moments…and everything in between. Look for it. Trust the journey to open the doors to your heart and awareness, shifting your views in big and tiny little ways. Collect them… Cherish what you are seeing and learning. It matters. You matter. It all matters…

Are you ready to say… “Even when I don’t know what I am doing, I know it has meaning.”

It is thought provoking, isn’t it? It’s meant to be… Seems you were destined to read this today.
xoxo
Much love always,
Sara and Scott/Spirit

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  • Kerri Prescotte
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    Love this Sara and Scott it lines up with the book I am reading “A Course of Love” ❤️ Thank you for sharing 🙏

    • Sara Ruble
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      There are never any coincidences Kerri. I am always in awe of what shows up to affirm my thinking, what I’m working on, seeing or reading. Spirit has magical ways of doing that! Our path becomes that much more real and solidified. Thank you for your sharing too! xoxo

  • Char Gilman
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    I think I have always believed that there is meaning in everything….And I know that I have always needed answers, no matter if I liked the answers or not, it is important to me to have answers/knowledge…..Yes I am ready to say “Even when I don’t know what I am doing, I know it has meaning.” Since Howard went to be an Angel/Spirit, so many things have come more toward the front of my mind, I know there are so many things I want to learn to feel…..Even in my lowest moments I can feel Howard talking in my ear, it’s ok Mom, I’m ok Mom. And for someone who has had little or no patience, I am gaining patience, I /we have no choice, I have learned that the knowledge will come as we need to know/ or are ready to know…..My eyes and heart are always open to seeing whatever is brought my way, no matter how large or small it may be….I totally love the signs that come my way….
    Thank you Sara and Scott/Spirit for this lesson…..All these lessons have helped me to move on in my life…….I know I would be a mess if I hadn’t/or if Howard hadn’t connected me with you….Looking forward to more!!!!
    Trusting the journey and love,
    Much Love,
    Char

    • Sara Ruble
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      As I have witnessed your journey Char, you have been opened up to even greater awareness and a depth that will always stay with you. The spiritual building blocks you share here have not come easily I know, but once understood they have become your foundation and your deepening connection with Howard. Knowing everything has meaning will continue to sustain you…as it has for me. I am grateful Tracy brought us together too! xoxo

  • Carolyn
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    For me, I believe when Tragedy broke me open into tiny pieces, everything that came from that point on had meaning whether I realized it at that time or not. For sure, I knew Love does not die, but what I didn’t know was that it gets stronger not only with my grandson Matthew, but with the Divinity. Everything I did had meaning and shifting my perspective from what I had experienced in my life to what I began experiencing because of this loss , was an eye opener for sure. The connections, the Love, the signs, all were there when I was open and ready to see them. There were times for me to just learn patience, waiting for Spirits timing and not mine, and this also had meaning. Learning to trust Spirit and surrendering was hard for me, but it was a lesson well learned. I would not be who I am today had those tiny pieces not come together in a different pattern to make up who I am now. There will always be learning on my journey but I have a knowing that it will always be for my Highest Good and when I am meant to know something, it will be shown to me. Love is always my answer and my truth, so thank you Sara/Scott for helping me get to this place. For this and more I will always be grateful.💜❤️

    • Sara Ruble
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      So beautiful Carolyn. When we honor the depth of our grief and know there has to be more than pain…we discover “meaning”. It is a powerful word that stretches us and yet insures the steps we take, the time we give, we depths we go to in finding meaning…is well worth it. To know we are supported and yes, gifted with all you share and have worked toward Carolyn, shows the extra-ordinary value in this journey of our hearts and soul. Thank you for sharing! xoxo

  • Joy Hagens
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    “Even when I don’t know what I’m doing, I know it has meaning.” This gives such comfort as we go through our spiritual journey. We flow like a river through life encountering many obstacles but we continue to float peacefully. Thanks, Sara Love you

    • Sara Ruble
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      Yes, Joy. We are flowing…encountering those obstacles we think we may never overcome…and yet when we find the meaning behind or surrounding that obstacle, we are truly richer for the experience… I love your analogy. There is a comfort, a knowing within that touches our heart. We are shifted. We see and feel more. We trust more deeply. We are living more forward in love and gratitude. xoxo

  • LH
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    I had a very unusual experience today. I’ve heard that when a cardinal visits, it’s a message from your loved one saying Hello. I didn’t really believe that. I’ve seen cardinals before, and they live close by naturally. Today, I was sitting in a room that I barely use. I looked out the window and a cardinal was pressed up against he window looking in. It was sitting on a branch in a bush under the window. I called in my husband to see such a beautiful wild bird up close. When he entered the room, I showed him the cardinal in the window. He said, “There’s another one in that window!” There were two cardinals! I couldn’t see the other one from where I was sitting. I have lived in this house for 27 years. I have never witnessed any creature peering in my window. Hmmmm…. I think I might change my mind about believing in those greetings!

    • Sara Ruble
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      This is a perfect example of seeing something you have known before…and suddenly bringing new meaning to it LH! The cardinal was looking AT YOU…absolutely demanding your attention. In our healing we are pushed to look beyond…beyond what we might have labeled ordinary…as it truly becomes extraordinary. Both you and your husband have a new memory together, created by nature. Nature is filled with spiritual meaning! Our eyes are opened up to that which we cannot create on our own, even with our greatest human powers. You have witnessed and been gifted this beautiful sign to carry with you. Cherish it. Take it, love it, feel the gratitude that comes with every new sighting. I love this for you LH. We are never alone…… 😊 xoxo

  • Stacey Reineck
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    A great read!! I agree practice is preparation for better. Thanks so much for your and Scott’s expressions and extensions of love!

    • Sara Ruble
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      Yes Stacey… Preparation! As we see and learn…we cannot be prepared for everything, but having the knowing that everything has meaning in our grief tool box is certainly helpful. And I love how you described what Scott and I do Stacey. Thank you! xoxo

  • Mabel Chan
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    Dear Sara,

    It is so comforting and reassuring to read your words. Everything has meaning! Trust the journey! And so much more!!!
    Thank you Sara and Scott! Love and Light to you!

    • Sara Ruble
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      Dear Mabel ~ Yes, my friend…Comforting and reassuring. We struggle with so many questions that swirl around in our head and heart…to know, to absorb the knowing everything has meaning allows us to trust this journey we never imagined we would travel. When we know more, we see more, and trust more… Even taken in baby steps, it all begins to show us our connections, our collaboration with our children and others, and the awareness that comes… Love and Light to you too…xoxo

  • Irene Lewis
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    Thank you for your message and teaching, Sara. I often feel like I’m not trying hard enough to move forward spiritually. I need to focus more. Often when I do try to plan events or schedule time for spiritual practice, things happen which seem to block it. Your message reminds me that I should be more patient and things will happen in the fullness of time – as they’re meant to -not as I want things. Tha nk you Sara and Scott. Irene x

    • Sara Ruble
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      I truly understand your concerns Irene. I have been there too… It is very confusing to make plans we hope will inform us, show us more…and then feel held back. We are living within this new spiritual awareness and are not given all the directions or guidance. Most often I’ve learned we did not need that particular class or the timing was not right. This then pushes us to look beyond what we think our needs are…learning, seeing, and trusting what we must discover will be shown to us in new ways. In time, we do…and ultimately it was all in perfect timing. Thank you for sharing Irene…I know this was an important question for others too. xoxo

  • Tamala
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    Sara at times we have to learn to trust all over again in each new day…After our inner world is so shattered..Even if we don’t know what we are doing ,trust can teach us that it is all for a purpose .Everything we r experiencing is for a purpose .Even if we are not aware at a present moment what that purpose is..When we can learn to experience life unfolding the way it is ,without resistance to what is ..We can go into another dimension of reality without knowing what we are doing life can take on a deeper meaning without us knowing what is happening ..This message Scott sends is very important in trusting ,when we know nothing at all..Everyday we can live fully even when we don’t know what we are doing on a human level ..It can be ,not just for our own personal growth ,but for others we encounter along our journey..Sara / Scott thank you for sharing this valuable message of trusting..Even when we don’t know what we are doing ..Xoxo ..

    • Sara Ruble
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      Your words echo what Scott/Spirit brings us Tamala. Yes, yes. The depth of your knowing is so beautiful. Seeing this so clearly brings an acceptance of our experiences, small to overwhelming and everything in between, knowing there is incredibly deep meaning in everything. I love you share what you are seeing, feeling, learning. It is encouraging and validating for us all to hear your voice. Thank you, thank you my friend! xoxo

  • Tracey
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    I am ready to say it…Even when i don’t know what I’m doing I know it has meaning! The interesting part is I’m finally excited about the unknown rather than in fear or confusion. I know that the latter will pop up again and I will struggle, but knowing there is meaning and a purpose for our sacred soul plans gives me a different kind of strength. One that seems to grow from trust and faith. You and Scott have helped me follow my inner compass. You’ve helped me understand how to flow through the next steps of this journey. My daughter Logan has been guiding me, supporting me, loving me for life times. Especially now since her transition/rebirth in 2016. This walk is often lonely and it is a true divinely planned blessing when souls like you and
    Scott lend a helping heart! Thank you Both
    MUCH LOVE,
    Tracey & Logan

    • Sara Ruble
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      Dear Tracey…Your heartfelt words are breathtaking. Describing your awareness and the path you are so aware of with Logan opens the door to this deep understanding you came to earth…to Live…to grow through. Without a doubt, it is all soul planned. Knowing this and absorbing the Meaning through the pain, as well as your Love for Logan…and from Logan…you are truly that bright light within the lake as well…joined together as one. Love, love

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